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4月12日, 一个很好的日子吧!

 同时收到了华盛顿大学和卡尔顿的录取通知书!

一个是美国非常有名的一流大学, 一个是加拿大综合类排名第八的大学.

两个国家, 两种选择. 这应该就是我生命中最重要的转折点, 一个岔路口吧…

 一边是梦想,一边是亲人, 总是要作出选择的,

但我不知道应该放弃什么. 呵呵~~好傻哦…

哎…在不知道应该怎么办的时候, 决定用最幼稚的方法来算算老天想要我去哪里?

 在豆豆的帮助下,

我们把纸撕成了好多碎片然后分别写上美国和加拿大,

 一张一张扔, 看扔到最后一张是什么就是哪个国家!

还用数笔的方法又算多了一次, 最后结果都是让我去加拿大.

这也许就是我的命运了吧,

上天安排我选择亲情, 我是不是就应该遵从了呢?

 应该吧… 希望我身边的朋友和家人都能支持我的选择.

最后无论我去了哪里, 请记住我都会一直爱着你们!!!

Have you ever have this kind of feeling that

 you can never say what it is?

 I have! It’s like a mystery, sadness, or a secret.

You don’t know how it was felt, don’t know if it’s right or not…

 Hearing a sad song, like hearing a bad news.

 Make you worried, but you don’t know where to start!

Thinking about something terrible, thinking about something sweet,

which is more important? Maybe both, maybe neither of them.

Should I happy for the family I have right now, or should I cry?

 I don’t know what I can do to make it better.

I have thought for almost two years, but never had a solution.

The day for me to go abroad is coming soon,

but the situation right now is something I don’t want to see.

 I want to make it better, but it just not as simple as I think…

What I lose will never coming back; what my mom lose cannot even to compare!

 Just say something nice, I hope she always be happy! Not for me, but for herself.

Can I hate the person who made her had so much pain?

Can I do whatever I want?

So many questions surrounding my head.

I want to take a day off and to go for a vacation in Hawaii.